Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Why not?

That's one of statistic's basic questions. Why is the air's temperature the same in the east and in the north corner of my room in the same time? Why not? Why disappeared the drip of water I left there yesterday? Why not? Why am I writing this? Why not?

You caught me, that makes no sense, writing blogs isn't part of statistics, this is about existence of an entity, and existence needs reason. Like water, which exists for supporting life, stars providing high spirit for a beautiful night. Even tho existence is not always reasoned. Like ties. Yeah, that's bullshit, completely useless. It's just a meaningless colorful shred, worn by mans in every endless painful workday, emerging with it's stifling presence and causing unbearable suffer in summer days. The only good thing about it is when you arrive at your home, and you can finally pull it down, you can feel refreshed, like heaven feels after purgatory. But that just don't gives it a reason of existence, does it?

So, here's the reason of this blogs existence, however I hate talking about formalities like this. In less then a month I'll have to face TOEFL, an English exam which gives many more opportunities to develop my future. It does sound good, but I can only imagine about it as a big wall in front of me with scrimp odds of crossing it. What? You want to help me? That's nice of you. I imagine that after reading this or any other following notes, you'll encounter numerous grammatical or composition mistakes, so why not leave a little comment describing it?

I would like to say "Thanks in advance" which is very common in a lot of languages known by me, but once I red that is impolite to do it, because you'll just obligate others to do it, leaving them without the freedom of choice. So, I won't thank you yet, but I'm going to do it if you give me a chance.

That's all for today. Unfortunately not every idea is mine from the above paragraphs, and that's not something I can change in the future posts, if there will be any, but I hope you won't feel offended by this.